BLACK WIDOW AHHHHH

I KNOW THE VERY BEGINNING WAS LITERALLY THE SADDEST THING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD IT WAS HECK NO ABSOLUTELY NO WAY EVERYONE IN THAT ORGANIZATION, THEIR "PARENTS," THEY ALL DESERVE TO DIE PAINFULLY 

*sends an ice-pack and a virtual hug*

I KNOW RIGHT

When I was in 3rd grade I convinced myself I had crushes on 3 different boys!

I didn't!

Currently I'm still wondering whether I think I have a crush or I actually have a crush on Loki!

He's kinda cuuuuute

He's really cuuuute 

I can relate

hey, lumi!

something that helped me a bit when I was questioning my orientation was first realizing and then reaffirming to myself that anything (any orientation, that is,) would be ok. And sorry if I'm jumping to conclusions and this is not at all what this is about, but do you know what I mean? Like before you start spiraling and freaking out about it, tell yourself that it is alright if your some flavor of queer! That it's fine, and doesn't really truly matter! If it's a matter of what other people will think, put it out of your mind and firgured it out interally for your self. And remember that you dont have to label your feelings for a seperate person! All you really have to do it feel them and vibe. 

Sorry if this is miserable advice and doesn't make any sense, I can't really put what I'm trying to say into words that well. 

Literally four months ago I would have said (and pretty truthfully, too), that I had no interest in crushes, dating, romance, etc. And then my brain had to go and BETRAY me, and decide that I suddenly had a gigantic crush on this person! How does that EVEN WORK, guys??!!

And the odd thing is that I literally hadn't thought about said person for, like, the longest time. I had no opinion on them what-so-ever. 

And now I have a very large crush, which also doubles as a even larger problem, because apparently, when you have crushes, you act awkward as all heck when you are around the person you like. Which is very frustrating. And twice as bad if you had no social skills to begin with and acted awkward all the time anyway.

 And also if you were homeschooled your entire life and suddenly thrust into the strange social world of public school and have to *TALK TO PEOPLE* (gasp) which is pretty much one of my worst nightmares, along with being chased and also things with elongated limbs and large mouths and small eyes and WHY ARE THEIR TEETH SO SHARP-

Did i mention sometimes I have a tendency to ramble? 

Ehehehe. . .

Yeah. THat is my life now. Forever branded as That One Weird Homeschooler who Doesn't Talk Much.  

This is is one of the longest posts I've ever made, but sometimes you have to tell someone something, or else spontaneous combustion is all too possible.

(Sorry about that Admins!) 

late

but

EXACT same thing with me and shes my best friend too :( 

Oh my that's interesting...some people just like writing their names on stuff xD What was the petition for?

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SIX IS AWESOME

I think I might finish watching it online today 

Yeah, I've heard of that... *looks it up* Ooh that sounds really cooooollll :D

MATE! Yesssss, it's amazing! 

What's your favourite song and queen?

For me, I'm pretty tied because all of them are so awesome, but Anna of Cleves is my bias. O///w//O