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In my head~I
In my head~
I fell out of my heaven long ago.
It hurt, but nobody asks me about it.
But it's okay.
I never amounted to much anyway.
I probably never will.
In real life~
I get into fallouts fairly often.
I never mean to,
They kind of just happen.
But you're okay.
It's my fault, anyway.
And that's probably all it'll ever be.
In my heart~
People keep falling through my fingers.
Maybe because I don't trust them enough.
Trust them or is it that I don't trust myself?
But they're okay.
I'm the bad guy here anyway.
And that's probably all I'll ever be.
ME~
I'm sorry.
I can't speak.
I'm afraid I'll hurt you.
That you'll misunderstand.
Everyone does.
But it's okay.
My faults amount only to me being the bad guy.
And that's probably all I'll ever be.
I'm sorry for when I'll hurt you.
I'm sorry for when you will misunderstand.
I'm sorry because I won't amount to much.
I'm sorry because it's my fault.
I'm sorry because I'm the bad guy.
I'm sorry.
And that's probably all I'll ever be.
submitted by Rogue Wildling
(May 11, 2019 - 3:34 pm)
(May 11, 2019 - 3:34 pm)
Lauren Daigle, and yeah. I love that song. The first part is my life.
(May 16, 2019 - 6:56 am)
Guys, thank you so much for the support, I feel much better now. Knowing that I am held as a friend by people I've never met in real life gave me some self confidence. I hope you guys have that confidence too. :)
(May 16, 2019 - 12:28 pm)
My confidence disappeared into thin air a long time ago and I haven’t seen it since. XD But I’m so glad we could help. We’ll always be here for ya. <3
(May 16, 2019 - 1:11 pm)
Yay! I'm so glad we helped you feel better!
(May 16, 2019 - 8:11 pm)
Rogue, you have absolutely nothing to be sorry for. Don't be sorry.
We will always love you, no matter what you do! You're never the bad guy to us, you never need o be perfect. We just want you to be here, because we really don't know what we would do without you.
(May 16, 2019 - 8:23 pm)
I need friends like you guys in real life
(May 16, 2019 - 10:45 pm)
*laughs, short and sharp* What, this isn't real life? "Life is a dream and when we die, we wake up"? "The Internet isn't real"? "Everyone in real life sucks"? "It just isn't the same"? Come, now. All this is a part of life. Not the whole of it, but undeniably a piece, and not something separate and uninfluential.
Now, I have three things to say, and you may make of them what you will.
1. I never would have met you if not for the Internet, and for the Chatterbox.
2. Not gonna lie: We've come into conflict before and we likely will again.
3. I'm glad I know you. (I'm glad you let yourself be known.)
(May 27, 2019 - 5:34 pm)