Mei-Xui, Please read

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Mei-Xui, Please read

Mei-Xui, Please read this. 

I'm Sorry. Im very sorry for what I said on the Evil Æ War thread. I never should have said it. You have a right to be mad at me. You never have to speak to me again. You never have to join my RPs, read my threads, or mention my name. I understand. I did an awful thing, and no amount of sorrys can ever amount to that. But, when you see a thread that I made, and you begin seething with hate, just remember. I'm sorry. When you see a comment I made on your thread, and you start brewing with anger, just remember, I'm sorry. But maybe, just maybe, you don't hate me. Maybe the CB will welcome me back with open arms. But sometimes I lose my temper. I lash out at people. This might only be the beginning. I don't blame this on bad days, or lost tempers. I blame it on myself. I was the one who typed every letter, space, and punctuation mark of that hurtful comment  And I can never take it back. There's an old saying that goes,

Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me.

But I know that's not true. My words hurt you, Mei. My words hurt the CB. This is liable to happen again, although I'll try from now on to keep that lion of a temper caged up. Maybe I should leave. Everyone already hates me, I'm sure. You never knew I could be this mean, harsh, un-feeling. Do you guys want me here? Be honest. Would you rather me Leave? When I'm gone, and we're all old ladies and men, please all of you, remember my words, I Am Sorry. 

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submitted by Leeli
(June 24, 2016 - 9:13 am)

LEELI. I DON'T HATE YOU. Your'e human, and all of us make mistakes. You said one unkind thing, and I highly doubt that every human being on Cricket hates you. You aren't perfect, and you can't force yourself to be. Your'e still Leeli that we love, the bookish, thoughtful CBer. Don't leave. Please. We'll miss you too much.

 

submitted by Bibliophile
(June 24, 2016 - 5:50 pm)

Oh, it's okay, don't be sorry. It's fine! You're forgiven! :D 

submitted by Mei-xue (May-shreh) , Fairyland
(June 24, 2016 - 6:53 pm)

Oh, Leeli. Please don't leave. I think of you as one of the people who makes the CB what it is. Just because one comment wasn't nice, doesn't mean we're all going to hate you. Sometimes people lose their tempers, sometimes they say unkind things, but that's okay. We all have our faults. No one's perfect. (hint, hint, Leafpool. You just ate the last of your older brother's cake that he was thinking of giving to his girlfriend. Not that she's very nice either, she hates kids.) So please don't leave. Anyway, Mei-xue says she forgives you.  ;)

 

submitted by Leafpool
(June 25, 2016 - 12:44 pm)

Thanks, Mei! This helps ease my conscience. :-D

submitted by Leeli
(June 26, 2016 - 7:53 am)
submitted by Top-xue
(June 25, 2016 - 10:23 am)

How could I hate you, Leeli! You're too fun and awesome!

 

 

submitted by Owlgirl
(June 25, 2016 - 10:28 am)

Leeli, we don't hate you at all! You're only human! You're an incredibly sweet and caring person, and I've grown to view you as a friend. Everybody lashes out from time to time, and it proves a lot that you're so sorry and worried what you said, and that you had the courage to say I'm sorry. I really, really hope you don't leave. I would be really sad if you did. 

submitted by Shadowmoon
(June 25, 2016 - 4:34 pm)

That was so pretty, Leeli! But plz don't leave! What I said was probably worse... I'm sorry, too.

submitted by Novelist, The Secret Forest
(June 25, 2016 - 5:03 pm)

Leeli you are awesome. You made a couple comments you regret, but who hasn't. Leeli Wingfeather, you are a sweet, kind, caring, fantabulous CBer, and we don't want you to leave. *Hugs*

submitted by Mirax T., age 12, The Pulsar Skate
(June 25, 2016 - 9:13 pm)

Imprint. Imprint. Imprint. That's all I seem to get- anything sincere that I do, people try to replicate. Imprint. Imprint. Imprint. Letters of forgiveness. My signature paragraph divide. Other little things. Imprint. Imprint. Imprint.

Dig deep within yourself to find the originality to make up your own little quirks on the CB.

It isn't hard.

We all have what makes us special. 

submitted by Scylla
(June 25, 2016 - 9:29 pm)

That was unrelated to the topic of this thread. You can't just prevent people from writing forgiveness letters or using your paragraph divide. You don't have it copyrighted. If there are few certain things that you would prefer only you to use, you could make a thread declaring it. Besides, uh, you didn't invent writing letters of forgiveness. Sometimes you need to say sorry, and you can't stop others from doing that as well.

submitted by Abigail S., age 11, Nose in a Book
(June 26, 2016 - 6:40 pm)

Sorry. I was just aggravated when I wrote that. I have wronged and that whole business. The end.

submitted by Scylla
(June 28, 2016 - 4:41 pm)

@ Scylla

This has been a time if trial for me, and you aren't helping. If all you can think about is copying and not how I may be feeling right now, I think you may need to try to see from my point of veiw. I was feeling really bad about myself at that time, and maybe my thread was a bit over dramatic, but I was in no way trying to copy you. I was not at all thinking of your letter. I just knew I needed to apologize. And I made a thread for it. All the CBers have been very kind, sympathetic, understanding, and supportive, but when someone buts in talking about how I copied them, how I stole their idea, it hurts. It really does. Because you are blaming me for something I didn't do. Have you ever heard the saying, great minds think alike? Well, maybe that's what happened. Maybe I had the same idea. Sometimes, I look at someone's idea, and I say "Wow! That's so amazing, o think I'll use it!" I think that's what goes through everyone's brain. They can't think of anything better, and they want to do the same cool, awesome thing as you! That didn't happen with me, I just write a simple apology, and was blamed for sonething I didn't do. That doesn't feel good. Please, I'm not trying to be rude, or hurtful, but your post was very hurtful to me. I'm a very sensitive person, and can take things more personally, and get more emotional over things. So I may wright comments like this sometimes. But your comment upset me. I'm not mad at you, but I would like you to consider my feelings and intents before you accuse me of copying. 

submitted by Leeli
(June 27, 2016 - 8:09 am)

I wasn't complaining about copyright, which is nonexistent. Copying and imprint are different. And while I'm still on here, I hope you stay! Leeli Wingfeather, you are an amazing and talented person. You grace the CB with your presence and I'd rather it stay that way. I apologize for upsetting you and anyone else my extremely rude, selfish, and thoughtless comment offended, angered, or upset. 

submitted by Scylla
(June 28, 2016 - 4:45 pm)

@ Scylla

I really hope you don't take my comment the wrong way, and please believe me that I was really not trying to copy you in any way.  

submitted by Leeli
(June 27, 2016 - 8:12 am)