I'm sorry.

Chatterbox: Chirp at Cricket

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
I haven't posted anything in about two months, and it's been about four months since I posted something on an RP that was more than just me joining. I've even been forgetting to check the CB.
To explain in a metaphor:
The CB is a big room where a party is being held. The party has gone on for years, but I've only just come in. I immediately join in on conversations. Just one to start with, but soon two, three, four. So many I can't keep up, much lees say anything. So I go over to a corner to rest for a moment, and then plan to go back in a few minutes. Next to me is a door, that leads into a closet. I go in, to spend my moments of solitude in a quieter place. I close the door behind me.
I don't realize until the door is closed that the knob was locked.
And that's where I've been, able to hear everything, but say nothing. This closet is not where CBers normally disappear to, so nobody comes over to help unlock the door.
I just couldn't post anything. I don't know why. I hadn't seen a CAPTCHA in long time. Nothing I tried managed to make me post anything, even though there were many RPs I wanted to join.
Again, I'm sorry. I'm going to have to leave all RPs I joined. But I'm not taking a step back. I've only just managed to pick the lock on the closet door, and I doubt I'd be able to again. But I'm going to start fresh. This time, I won't overload myself, so I can keep up with everything. This time, I'm not going to hold back. This time, I'm not going to have to back out. I'm not going to leave. I'm going to come back, and this time to stay.
There's another thing I'd like to say, because I don't that it would be guessed otherwise. I'm currently writing a Ski Lodge. (Which I also have not been posting much on. Although I think it was the last thing I posted on before I disappeared.)(I'm sure you can figure out which one, by my writing style and infrequent posting. :-P) I'm going to try to revive it, and keep up with it.
Did anyone notice I was gone (before now)? Does anyone remember me? Should I stay?
submitted by Fireburst
(June 13, 2017 - 1:20 pm)

You should stay. I actually feel the very same way, and now it feels like too much to even join one thread, so I completely understand. I think you should stay. Maybe make a goal of posting like once a week or something? I should do that. I spend like an hour on the CB every day but I hardly ever post. I wish I spent less time and posted more.

Don't worry, the door's not locked forever (as you found out), and I'm right there with you in that room. 

I just reread your post and you sound like you're very on top of things and know exactly what to do. Don't worry!

submitted by Applejaguar, age !!, New York
(June 14, 2017 - 4:01 pm)

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submitted by Topplejaguar
(June 14, 2017 - 4:02 pm)