Chatterbox: Chirp at Cricket

I Love You

I have struggled so much these past few days here on the CB. I keep seeing people's names popping up all over the CB - people who I know and love and whom I haven't seen in far too long. Every single time I see one of their names I freak out. I want to comment and tell them that I miss them, that I remember them and that I love them. I want to say hello. But every. Single. Time. I can't find the words to tell them. I can't find a way to say "I love you." 

These people. They were here when I was just a newbie and I didn't know how the CB worked. They took me in and guided me through the unknown. They took the time to learn about who I was and they gave me friendship. I grew close to them, but over time we all drifted our own separate ways. But they're here now. They're back at the CB again. Now is my chance. To reach out and tell them.

And those who are newer. Who came to the CB after I did. They too, hold such a strong place in my heart. They are such a huge part of what the CB means to me. I love them.

And now is my chance

To tell them all

that.

But every single time I go to do that...I can't. I stare into space, wondering if the Admins would let me say "I love you," even though I know that I'm just making excuses. 

I've never been good at sharing my emotions. 

But I want to get better at it.

I want to tell you

All of you.

I want to tell you

That 

I 

Love 

You.

Welcome back, everyone. Happy early Valentines day.