Hey Friend,Y

Chatterbox: Inkwell

Hey Friend,Y

Hey Friend,

You and I met in second grade

We couldn’t be separated

We had so much fun together

I was always loyal

And you were too

And even though I was almost a year older

You always led the way

Four years we were

the best of friends

Then something changed

Like I didn’t matter anymore 

You didn’t pay attention

To what I said 

And I didn’t tell you how it felt 

‘Cause I thought you didn’t mean to

You said you were sorry for ignoring me

And I forgave you

It made me feel better 

But I didn’t know how to trust you 

We were still best friends

Though I didn’t see you often 

I joined a group

Just so I could see you

But you stayed with your friends

Did nothing more than smile

And say “hi” 

You were the only friend I had there

So I brought my own

And I took her there every week

And the two of you became great friends

You ran off together

Leaving me alone

You introduced her to your friends

When you never did that for me

You were more likely to ask if she was there than if I was 

And you still act like we’re friends

Even though you never want to converse

You act like your old self when we play online together

But not in person

I know you don’t need me

But I’m not ready to let you go

I’m not ready to stand up for myself

I’m not ready to risk hurting your feelings

I’m not ready to tell you how I feel

I just wish I could 

submitted by Jwyn, age 13, Poetically Entranced
(August 24, 2018 - 5:05 pm)

back to the Inkwell

When happiness is not this

Awkward convention

You see something amiss

Now pay close attension.

For they say

You can learn from your mistakes,

And you can-- that is okay,
But another way to avoid heartaches
Is to observe and make a plan
To be a person who doesn't ignore
-- Overlook, disregard, bury in sand-
The friend who's right next door.
You want to be a person who cares
Someone who always smiles
A congeal one who shares
Thier laugh that can be heard for miles.

I'm sorry you've had this experience, Jywn. Friend problems are difficult and confusing. This has been a message from Spring Flower. Treat others how you want them to treat you. 
submitted by Spring Flower, 春乌艾
(August 24, 2018 - 8:18 pm)

Thank you

I think I’ve learned that by now

I hope I’ve been doing it fine

But if she never tries

To be a friend

How do I show her

I’ve always been one? 

submitted by Jwyn, age 13, Poetically Entranced
(August 25, 2018 - 8:37 am)

Don't forget to smile

Don't forget to sing.

Show her that through this phase

You've been finding your wings.

To focus on one thing life

Is not what you should do

Prioritize your values

And the answer will come to you.

I know this may seem deep

And maybe a bit mysterious

But I must now assure you, Jywn,

That I am being serious.

What is it you want to become?

What are you right now?

How do you travel the ocean of time

And how do you keep your vows?

Don't be afraid to try new things

Or put yourself out there.

Find a new group of people

By noticing the poster by the stair. 

Look at the world around you

Who would be a good friend?

Whether they share your interests, classes, or emotions

Cherish your camaraderie to the end. 

This has been a message from Spring Flower. The world is an ever changing place. We are quick to be left behind. I have recently started high school, and upon taking the advice of others, I have made new friends just by saying, "Hi, my name is Spring Flower. What's your name." You can do the same.

submitted by Spring Flower, 春乌艾
(August 25, 2018 - 3:30 pm)

Jwyn.

I thought I was the only one

That this ever happened to

But here is your story

So much like mine.

I met her in kindergarten,

So sweet, funny, and creative

We were like two peas in a pod.

We did plays, made up games,

I never would have imagined

That one day

She would deny it.

But she did.

"Don't you remember it?" "No."

Just because a new friend of hers was around.

She found her other people.

I found mine.

We barely talked that year,

And neither of us are trying to 

Come back to the other.

 

If she doesn't bring it up, or try to deny that she hurt you, she might not truly be worth it. I'm here for you. I'm willing to give you advice, virtual hugs, whatever you need! I'll be here for you.  

submitted by Soren Infinity, age 27 eons, BeaconTown
(August 25, 2018 - 6:39 pm)

Thank you Soren. I know she’s a great friend, and I’m not even sure if she knows she’s confusing me like this. I have other really good friends, but she’s one of the only ones I ever get to see regularly. She was always the outgoing one, and I’m really introverted so I have trouble telling people how I feel. She’s been to my house a few brief times lately, but she doesn’t make an effort to even talk to me so idk. I rly don’t know. I really appreciate the support tho <3

submitted by Jwyn, age 13, Poetically Entranced
(August 26, 2018 - 12:57 pm)

Try to let her know you care

It doesn't have to be in a big way 

The little things are what matter;

Slip a note in her locker

"I miss you. -Jwyn"

Maybe that's all it'll take

All escapes start with the click of a lock

(Although maybe I'm not the one to talk:

I've been trying to work up the courage to do just that

This whole year,

And now she's gone and it's all for naught.

Please succeed where I have failed.)

 

 

*hugs* We're here for you, Jwyn. 

submitted by Shy Peacock, Tree of Life
(August 26, 2018 - 5:41 pm)

Ty ^^ *hugs back

submitted by Jwyn, age 13, ...
(August 27, 2018 - 9:24 am)

I'm not sure I can make this a poem.

I'm not sure I even have anything to say.

I'm sorry that there's something wrong.

I'm sorry you wish it wasn't this way.

I want to offer you advice. I feel like I should. But is that what you need?

It seems like you've got it worked out, at least partly, so is there a plea? 

Do you know how she feels about this?

How it happened, or why?

You might not be able to fix it.

But it's definitely worth a try.

Whatever happens next,

Whatever you do,

I think I can promise

We'll be here for you. 

submitted by Viola?, age Secret, Secret
(August 28, 2018 - 9:38 pm)