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I'm slipping even further into the depths of the hiatus land, so here's my place- i'll just post whatever i feel like on here.
*sighs*
I've been real immature in the past. Annoying and dumb as well. I'm trying to learn from my mistakes but real life is catching up to me and i'm drowning in expectations.
My thoughts are a mess, my crush is on and off, and my vision is deteriorating rapidly.
I don't know. Maybe i'm just lost? Like my location tag?
Life is strange.
Anyways- yeah- i'll be chilling here. We've got eco-friendly beanbags and lots of books if you wanna stop by.
Also, my AEs are pretty much done.
WE ARE NOT!
I'm looking for something quiet to get them back out of the dumps- but then again, my commitment is bad so i won't keep up w/ it,,
Do whatever you think is best, dreamiing dear. *smiles tiredly and goes back upstairs*
*buries head in hands*
We're all wrecked.
I dunno.
*waves awkwardly*
submitted by dreamiing, lost
(March 22, 2021 - 12:07 pm)
(March 22, 2021 - 12:07 pm)
NO. DON'T LEAVE. TO MANY PEOPLE HAVE LEFT. AGH!!!!!! AND YOU ARE AMAZING PLEASE PUH-LEASE DON'T LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(March 22, 2021 - 1:38 pm)
aww dw writing i'm not going to leave <3 thanks for caring tho i really appreciate it uwu
(March 22, 2021 - 6:08 pm)
*tackle hugs* Okay good!!!! and of course I care, why wouldn't I? You are AH-MAY-ZING, Dreamii, AMAZING.
(March 23, 2021 - 10:09 am)
i just want to sleep for a week
Actually, that brings me to my first post topic!
Does anyone else have this permanent spot in their head that they constantly dream about?
Mine is a place called Randalandia. It's rather creepy, to be honest- It's a stretch of plains with dead grass and no trees. Fog surrounds the edges of the area, thick, murky white fog that you can't see past. Randalandia is full of these terrifying creatures that are unnaturally tall and skinny, with their true form being ashy gray with dull red eyes and a wide, unhinged mouth displaying sharp, sharp teeth. They flicker in and out of sight, one moment looking like a friend (They take on the appearance of something you trust/is similar to you, so they'll be tall with bunny ears for my dream friend* Castala) and the next in their true form. They will also disappear occasionally and dissolve into sight in a different spot. There's several ruined houses near the river, which is the southern border of Randalandia. The water is murky and things lurk under the surface. The flicker creatures love disassembling these houses- they grab things and yank them up, throwing them into the fog. It's so, so creepy, but I don't feel scared there. Oh, and also, there's a tall white-and-blue Victorian-style house in one corner, with a perfect grass lawn and shaped green trees lining the front walk. The only feature of that house I know at the moment is the attic, which has hundreds of miniature Victorian houses in long rows.
Randalandia is weird. The main part of it that I experience during my dreams are the flicker creatures and the dead fields.
Oh and also, on the far side of the river, the fog is not as thick, so you can see glimpses of a thick pine forest with the brightest colors and a cold, snowy land where ice spires grow straight up in the weirdest formations.
I don't even know- Randalandia is weird.
*Like, someone you see in your dreams all the time- and Castala is a weird bunny-human hybrid lol.
(March 22, 2021 - 2:11 pm)
That's... terrifying lol
(March 22, 2021 - 4:50 pm)
i'm doing okay-ish! super tired today lol. Stayed up late last night rewatching Star Wars xD
but anyways, how are you, Starch?
(March 22, 2021 - 6:07 pm)
XD
I'm pretty good! today was the first day of spring break for me, and it was really really nice outside which was great :) also, I say this constantly but p i g g i e s <3 I love them so much :)
speeeaking of which here's a picture :D
(March 22, 2021 - 8:44 pm)
STARCH Y E S
Oh my gosh they are SO cUTEEEEeEEeeEEE
(March 23, 2021 - 10:44 am)
Thank youuu :))) Lissa and Anadil say that they agree, they are very cute, and also they would like you to force me to give them more veggies XD they love their veggies so much, it's hilarious
(March 23, 2021 - 7:23 pm)
Yeah, my dreams always take place in and around a an ominous dark-red-lit version of my childhood house(which burned down). It's sort of weird because I seem to have... Made expansions to it, where there's an attic, and pool in our nonexistent back yard, and the halls all never end, and there's a whole labyrinth in the basement. Also there is a section where everything is all mechanized and cyber-punky, one where it fades into a run-down stone castle and another part that leads to the school gym. It's creepy in its own strange way.
I'm also almost always alone and not scared, just tired and/or confused.
(March 22, 2021 - 9:53 pm)
Yeah, I would be crazy if I didn't have one, with all these random scenes going on in my head...
I call it, drumroll please, Secret Garden!
Yeah it's a pretty place.
The middle of it has a spiraling golden castle, it's pretty big..in one of my dreams I was walking in it, the hallways are golden with red carpets that have white fringes..I entered a room, I think it was the great hall or something? anyways it was really similar to the great hall from hogwarts except it had a crystal chandelier and a golden/red/white theme.
The left of it has a silver and black castle...the left is the darker side, the shadowy-er side, it's where the dark- and black-magic-mages live.
So this castle I'm in more often..it has a lot of silver weapons w/black handles and stuff, and it's pretty much the golden castle except more colder darker, weaponier, and a silver/white/black theme..
The right is a rainbow castle- For some reason I only saw this with a telescope? Its like bright colors..
The north is the land of live, the south the land of death.
Oh, and my dream-person is basically another persona of me- a persona where im a black-magic-mage, i have dark shimmery purple hair that's up to my waist w/ silver tips, black obsidian eyes, super-pale-white-skin, a black off-the-shoulder shirt with a silver strap, silver jean shorts, am barefoot, and have a golden/silver/black/purple necklace.
i know, im really weird. please don't judge, thanks :)
yeah weird thing is...people are supposed to be scared of the south...but i feel like, welcome there...is that weird?
(March 22, 2021 - 11:44 pm)
dreamii?!! *tackle hugs*
oh my gosh I missed you and- ahhh- *hugs again*
okay, so first of all, life seems stressful right now. I get it. *sympathy* I recently realized I didn't have a crush on someone who I've had an on-and-off crush on so long it was a way I defined myself anymore. That was a bit of a shock. so... crush stress- I get it. Messy thoughts- again, I get it. *hugs* Have some positivitea. I promise it'll get better. *hands a cup of positivitea* As always, hot or cold or somewhere in between, any flavor you want :)
second of all, you have never been immature, dumb, or annoying in my book. I've looked up to you since I read your writing for the first time, then just because you were an awesome writer, but now because you're also an awesome person. you're someone I'm truly glad to be friends with. You've been there for me when I needed it. You've trusted me to be someone you can vent to and dump on, always, and you've been that for me too. You've asked me out-of-the-blue how I was doing just because you cared, and you actually meant it. *hugs (wow, I've been doing a lot of that in this post XD)*
and of course, we can't forget the times we just fantasized about meeting in real life someday. (I refuse to admit to myself that it probably won't happen. Maybe I'll go to college, and see a girl and immediately click with her and then realize she is you. Maybe I'll join a creative writing club and become friends with someone and she'll turn out to be you. Or maybe I'll show up in Tahoe one day and make friends with a girl who will turn out to be you. okay, maybe that last one was a little far fetched haha).
So I'm so glad you're back. I'm always here, as you probably know by now <3 *plops on an eco-friendly beanbag* Please don't disappear completely into hiatus-land, seeing as I have 0 other ways of contacting you. (that fact, and the fact I can't contact any other CBers other than here or share an anonymous email is increasingly infuriating to me, but what can I do- cyber security is cyber security, and NaNo policy is NaNo policy.)
And on the subject of AEs, I've been neglecting mine too. I'm going to designate my April Camp NaNo as Camp DevelopYourAEsMonth (DeYoAeMo? XD). With your permission, I think I'll feature Firefly, because-
Firefly? Oh my gosh. *blushes* Hi.
(PARENTHESES PROTECT MY COMMENTS FROM AES ONLY CBERS CAN SEE THIS COMMENT NO REALLY: I think we should develop Firefly and Blaze's [oh i hate those kind of possesive plurals whatevers because i can never get the grammar right UGH] friendship a bit more before we write about the ship. because i need to get better at writing romance first.)
Oh, hi. Glad you're back... Blaze's sanity was slowly breaking from CAPTCHA induced stress and the Abcde infection was getting worse.
That's not true, Mid. And hi, Faith and Starlight, and dreamii. How are all you doing? *looks worriedly at Firefly, Faith, Starlight, and dreamii* ALSO, Ibi and Kiwi have something to say. *frowns*
...
<...>
Really, lizards? Really?
... *looks at Ibi, confused*
<... OHHHH! Fifly, imsry Ithrw apiee atyou.>
Metoo. Imnot surif Ithrw oneat youuu, buttt justt incas, Imsry, Fifly.
*shrugs* I'm pretty sure that's the best apology I have ever heard either of them say.
On that note-
~Lumi
~Blaze
~Mid
~Kiwii
<~Ibiii>
(March 22, 2021 - 3:20 pm)
Lumiiiii- I missed you too <3 *takes positivitea*
*reading through first and second paragraph* Aw, thank you! You're always so kind :D I'm so glad we're friends *huge hug*
*reads third paragraph and gasps* omw im still hoping we can meet irl :)
*Finishes fourth paragraph and sits next to Lumi on a blue beanbag* i know,, i wish we could just give each other our anonymous emails but like you said- cyber security :\
*keeps reading* DeYoAeMo is ON! I totally agree about the developing-their-friendship-thing bc romance is h a r d aaaa
oOOOoHhHH FIREFLY BLAZE IS HERE
W-What? Really? I'm just going to go talk to her real quick haha okaybyeandthanksIbiandKiwi
*laughs*
*spots Fauna and squeaks*
You go get your girl, Starrie. I'll just be single over here.
this is a terrible short response bc soon the green club video will be over and i'll have to run back to class *sob*
Bye, Lumi <3
~dreamiing
~Firefly
~Faith!
~S-Starlight
(March 23, 2021 - 11:22 am)
Aw, dear dreamii...I'm so sorry. I totally get you, but I will miss you SO much. You're one of the best friends I've made here, and some of my favorite CB memories is RPing with your wonderful AEs. Life is very strange for all of us, and we'll always support you <3
And, please keep your AEs. They bring me so much joy. Yeah!!! Yes! Yeah, even I liked you guys :)
A smiley face from Eclipse???
Anyway, hopefully not a goodbye.
(March 22, 2021 - 4:17 pm)
Azaaaa
<3 <3 <3
Thank you, CBF!! dw, my AEs are staying :D
Fauna! H-Hi!
Here comes the lovebird lol
Wait, Eclipse gave me a smiley face?
yEAHhHH
(Love your location box btw)
~dreamiing & starlight
(March 23, 2021 - 11:25 am)