I seem to be cursed to like everything before its popular. Like, I forgot about Girl in Red right before she blew up, and I started listening to nightcore just before it got really popular. ._.

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words form together to create sentences

slips of thought transferred to random lines

activating signals in a brain its so smart

so dumb but everything that is smart is dumb

unless it isnt most of everything isn't really anything really

count the numbers 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 youll go on forever thats countable infinity

yet even the countable isnt countable its funny most things don't make sense and when they do,

when you think about it more they really don't.

or im just spouting gibberish

i am arent i?

or im not maybe both is that possible you decide

everyone has their own reality, so what is truth is there truth? is it all a lie? no its not there are lies if there are lies there must be truth

so who knows truth

haha that 3d looks good usually it doesnt but no it does  theyre good at it its classic though humans cant really look like that oh dont forget that story is fiction

now im borrowing from others back to my own headspace

no one else has ever written this exactly have they no they havent and they never will im the only one haha im special no im not so that goes for many things oh snap

oh dont worry im still special because im not normal is there a normal? if something is too normal, then its not normal that doesnt make any sense i know most things dont but everything fits together in a nice little jigsaw puzzle

or it doesn't.

if it doesnt what will we do? well we can do a lot of things we can think we can draw we can interpret symbols of words with meaning humans are pretty smart yet really dumb his hairs cool oh yeah right that was a joke no it wasnt

ahhh dangit im tired from all this gibberish bye bye take it as you want if you can can i? who knows i dont know only truth knows

oh wow thats a weird arm 

(Haha if you look at the beginning you can see i actually tried to write a poem then i was just like yeah no were writing gibberish)

I just realized that I've read 2 different books in the past 2 months that involved lesbians living on a goat farm. (the books are Hazel's Theory of Evolution and A Home For Goddesses and Dogs)

:D 

Okay, so apparently the flavored part of a Pocky stick goes on the bottom, not the top. I thought that that would be upside down and you only put it like that when dipping your Pocky stick in Nutella or being smart and eating the boring side first, but apparently not, so how I have been imagining it with the fun part on top is all wrong and upside down.

*brain explodes* 

Talk about run-on sentences but like . . . WOW. 

Me: I wouldn't say I'm competitive!

Anytime I'm in a chess game/kahoot with people I know: Haha, what did I say?

Lately I just want to crochet... all day long.

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i was in the city (san fransisco) this week with some friends and we went to the castro-

oh my gosh

it was so rainbow!

there was pride flags EVERYWHERE and the freaking streets has RAINBOW CROSSWALKS *dies*

*revives* 

and we went shopping in this place called coll's variety (CHECK IT OUt-) that had literally eVeRyThInG

i got a cup

that was it

i also wrote down a list of 400 objects i needed to own >:3

but there was pride flag fans, bags, banners, soaps, fabric, everything-

and there was bronze plates in the sidewalk that had stories about the gay rights movement history written on them 

and i am literally so happy because ALL OF MY FRIENDS WERE FINE WITH It

and yes she came and she was saying how cool it all was

and so i am very happy

although i also feel like a train wreck because i was up until 3 am playing minecraft with my friends :,D  

sorry not sorry about the weird capitalization and terrible spelling :\ im dead today.