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Random Thoughts/Things?
Random Thoughts/Things?
I wasn’t really sure what to call this thread, but I’ve had this idea floating around in my head for awhile now. Basically, anyone can post anything here. Any random thought you have, any random thing that happens to you, any random question that pops into your mind. Have fun, and don’t be afraid to be random.
submitted by Leeli
(January 11, 2019 - 8:20 am)
(January 11, 2019 - 8:20 am)
Yeah...that happened to me once. (Or at least once.) I mean, I live in Maine. What can you do. Right now it's raining. And it's supposed to continue raining. X.X
(October 31, 2019 - 3:10 pm)
it's probably better if i just stay away
(November 1, 2019 - 6:41 am)
I was right, I shouldn't have gone, I just feel miserable now. Get yourself together, Leafy, girl. I know you've had a crush on him for freaking more than two years and you saw him today for the first time since August and he's just so cute and beautiful but it can't happen, it's not going to happen, he doesn't notice you and there's not even basis for your crush besides the fact that he's really cute and athletic and his fluffy hair ah and the way he blushes and he can run really fast and solve a Rubik's Cube in 48 seconds and he smiles so much so why have you wasted two years trailing him around when it's not even...like he won't....
I'm going to go drown my feelings in chocolate I guess, even though I already feel a bit sick although it feels like I haven't had that much candy today? And play Skyrim and but then I also have to do some other stuff today and tomorrow's my 14th birthday and I don't really feel ready to be 14??
(November 1, 2019 - 3:17 pm)
Aw. Don't worry, I'm sure you'll be great at being 14! And my crush has only a slight knowledge of my existence too......:(
But. Que sera sera.
(November 1, 2019 - 6:11 pm)
Aww, Leafy dear. *hugs* There is nothing wrong with crushing on somebody, and if you've been around him for so long, it's almost physically impossible that he's hasn't noticed you. And don't give up hope prematurely!
And happy birthday oh my gosh!! *birthday/feel better cookies*
(November 2, 2019 - 1:52 pm)
Aww, Leafy! *hugs* I'm sure he'll notice you. Make him notice you, go up and have a conversation. You can do it, I believe in you. Also, happy birthday! I get that you don't really feel ready to be 14, I don't feel ready either (even though my birthday's next year, so why am I comparing them?). Ages are weird.
(November 2, 2019 - 3:56 pm)
Aww thanks y'all. The thing about this is just that I can't really talk to him, (not really because of shyness on my part--it's just that, we're kind of socially seperated and he has his friends who are boys and I have my friends who are girls and we never mixed really and we're kind of in different age groups too) and I may never see him again anyway, and he's homeschooled and I'm in school now, and I've pretty much just spent the past two years (and more) just like, following the idea of him around and I feel like it took so much of me away and I kind of wasted that time but I still have a crush on him. And, after two and a half months of not being around him at all, I had the opportunity to go to a thing on Friday and, even though knowing that he'd be there, I went but it just sent me into like a relapse thing and made me so freaking miserable. I'm sorry for the rant, I just kind of feel the need to explain things and talk it out some.
(November 3, 2019 - 10:29 am)
Day: made
(November 3, 2019 - 11:58 am)
Goal: accomplished.
(November 4, 2019 - 9:40 am)
I have a book report due tomorrow- it's my final grade for Quarter 1, and I've been working on NaNo all day instead of finishing it. Oops.
<3 EG
(November 3, 2019 - 1:51 pm)
(November 3, 2019 - 1:52 pm)
So, there's this thing that once happened, and maybe everybuggy else can shed some light onto it, because to this day i have NO IDEA WHAT IT WAS.
OK. So, one day, I was sitting down, as you do, when I happened to glance down at my hand, as you do, and suddenly my hand was dissassociated with me.
I'll explain. Suddenly, when I looked at my hand, it wasn't mine. I didn't asscoiate it with myself, it wasn't part of me, it was just a hand, possibly someone else's. It was weird to watch it move because I didn't associate willing it to move firing neurons in my head with it actually moving. Yeah, it was REALLY WEIRD and I got super freaked out, because it wasn't part of me. It felt like someone had just randomly attatched a hand to my wrist.
Then it was over and everything was normal. I have no idea what the heck happened, even to this day. Is that sort of thing an actual symptom or thing that exists? Or was it just the fact that i hadn't eaten a lot that day and was feeling sick? WHO KNOWS. Anyways, that was a thoght (or rather a memory) and it was random.
This would be a good thing to bring up with your doctor the next time you see them, or if it happens again and you're concerned, talk to your parents or guardians. It's probably just a funny thing that happened: sometimes bodies are just weird and glitchy. But always worth keeping track of. --admin
(November 4, 2019 - 1:01 pm)
I actually get something like that. Except that when I do, I feel like everything is disassociated and nothing's quite real (like I'm not really wherever I happen to be) and nothing is consequential, really, and I'll feel like that for at least a few minutes or sometimes a lot more and then it'll go away. It's not exactly a mental feeling, more like a physical feeling, you know. I used to get it a lot but now that I think about it, I haven't really noticed it much lately. But when I was getting that, it felt pretty crummy. I don't know if it's something to be concerned about (I mean, it kind of concerned me) or if it's just caused by something (like maybe not eating enough, like you said). But yeah I sometimes feel sort of like that too.
(November 5, 2019 - 8:28 pm)
Sometimes I'll be deep in thought or something and then I will suddenly realize that I'm a person. Like everyone/everything else makes sense and they're things but I am so wrapped up in thoughts that don't have to do with myself that I'll come back into my own head and realize how I'm actually a person with a conscious and I exist. That sounds really weird but I have no idea how to explain it better.
(November 9, 2019 - 7:57 am)
Proof that my family has now become super Marvel fans:
(November 5, 2019 - 8:30 pm)