I've had a lot going on lately...long story short, basically my dad had a stroke last week and he's been in the hospital for several days. He's okay, but he's going to have to do some rehab and physical therapy to fully recover. And my mom's had to go to the hospital every day all day, and it's two hours away, and it's just been really hard for me and for our family. Ugh. 

I'm sorry to hear this, Leeli. I hope he's home soon.

Admin

Wouldn't it make sense if the opposite of a firefly was a waterfall?

*brain explodes* 

There are so many people I still need to tell or confirm that I am LEAVING THE SCHOOL after next week and going back to homeschooling. I keep thinking I've told people, but then they're like, "Leafy WHAT? You're leaving me??" And I'm like, ohhhhh,,, and idk if I wanted to tell my guidance counselor or not actually since I've not really ever talked to her except when I was setting up my classes and I need to make sure that next week, even though we're going to have a weird schedule, that I can properly say goodbye to everyone and everything and I feel like it's going to be hard because I've been going to this school and doing these things every day since September and hanging out with these people and gosh I'm going to miss them and I really hope I don't get upset but I might and now I feel really emotional O.O *falls over*

I've just had sad songs stuck in my head recently! Last night I had Sorry by Halsey stuck in my head, specifically the part where she says "cause I can sometimes treat the people that I love like jewelry/cause I can change my mind each day/I didn't mean to try you on/but I still know your birthday/and your mother's favorite song" and right now I have River of Tears by Alessia Cara stuck in my head--"love sinks and hope floats/in a river of tears...lost beneath the stream"

Just another time that I go down/But you are keeping up/Holding to a hope you'll undermine/Never to be reversed/Just another time I'm caught inside every open eye/Holding on tightly to the sides/Never quite learning why/You'll meet me, you'll meet me/Meet me halfway/Whenever I feel it coming on, you can be well aware/If ever I try to push away, you can just keep me, tell me/Tell me, tell me you'll meet me/Tell me, tell me you'll keep me/Tell me, tell me you'll meet me/Will you meet me more than halfway up?

Clearest Blue by Chvrches

My cat Papi is probably going to die soon, and he's just 12 and a half. There's something going on with his lungs or something. ToT 

i am very much tired yayy

For better or for worse.

Mexi says aymio! Hey, that would be a good rename. 

Dad found a nine-year old drawing tablet yesterday. I hook it up to my computer and use the stylus to draw on the tablet, and what I draw appears on the computer (on the art program I'm using)

It's AWESOME!

I drew something with it, on MS Paint, until I get Photoshop or something. 

:DD  

My least favorite part of dentist or orthodontist appointments is when they basically stick a mini hose in your mouth and squirt COLD water into your mouth and then stick a mini VACUUM in your mouth and vacuum up the water 0.0 I hate it