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Hey!! i'm so happy you wanted to do this. And no problem! I try to pay attention, and I've decided that I can most definetly reach out, so that even if the answer is no, then I'd know! 

Soooooo 

You say you post a ton at once? Believe me, I've noticed lol, and I love it! It just means you have lots to say, and it makes it a lot of fun <3 I, for one, don't really do long posts like you, but yeah... Sometimes

What are some of your favorite authors or books? Share some (or all, and I'm assuming you;ll do the second) Some of mine are Wings of Fire, KotLC, anything by Rick Rioridan, anything by Brandon Mull, Story Theives, The lunar chronicals, Warriors, Morrigan crow, Land of Stories, Sisters Grimm and many, many more. I currently own over 270 chapter books, with tons on my wish list :D

Do you have any pets? My family has a dog, his name is Bailey, and he's a boxer/lab mix. He's gettin on in years; he's 12/13 in human years 

Any sibs? I have two younger brothers, and a 34 year old stepbrother- he's already got a son, so I'm an aunt- talk about strange! My nephew is like, 1 1/2, I think now. I haven't met him yet, my brother and fam live in a completly different state

Bye for now!! oh, and just a warning, I might not get back right away, since I have to use up most of my screen time for school nowadays. But I'll try and responed ASAP! 

submitted by @Celine,it'sHawkstar, Autumn leaves
(September 17, 2023 - 2:50 pm)

HELLLLOOOOOO!!!!!!!! :DDDDD BECAUSE WE'RE BACK IN BUSINESS, people!! So hyper. So hyper. I've really gotta go do my homework. But. Ack I've missed this place so much hello again!!! :)

will post updates later but THANK YOU bc of stuff :D and how's everything with the move? 

submitted by Celine So Incoherent, BYE
(March 7, 2024 - 10:33 pm)

Ahh ok so I've been wanting to tell you this for what feels like FOREVER (Ik, it's only been like 20 days, just short of 3 weeks, but... still. 20! Whole! Days! So long! And yet they passed so quickly...) but... y'know, then the CB was down and all. But now, life updates yay yay yay!! :D

 

remember you were all like "Celine, you should totally go for it!, talk to An, you're such a friend-person!" a while back (which, btw, might've been one of the best compliments I've ever gotten in my life and thank you so much for that it means so much)? Well, I went into school the next day/day after you said that like, YES! I'VE GOT THIS! I will TALK to An! :D bc this is what friend-people do with their friends. They talk to them. They don't ignore them. Yes! Interactions! I can do this!

...soo... uhh...

yeah then I promptly spent the whole rest of the day ignoring her... and I literally would've gone the day without saying a single word to her if at the LAST FEW MINUTES OF SCHOOL, literally, last few minutes, she needed an eraser!! And I was like, yayy!!, I have an eraser!! So. To recap. Everything I said to An that day:

"Here's an eraser."

"You can use it whenever." 

then the bell rang to release school and I didn't even say bye. (I did drop my laptop/whatever on the floor because not only am I bad with people, I'm also bad with electronics!, though!)

...sorry that was disappointing. BUT! Then the next day I resolved to be better! :D

Actually, to be truthful, that day probably would've gone the same as the one above, except that An sat next to me in lunch and was talking to me so I was just like... ugh ok I'm going for it I know I'm SO gonna regret it if I don't... and I talked to her!! :DD About random stuff that I usually talk to my friends (like, other friends who are not new-school friends) about!! :DDDDD as in, fun facts!!! With enthusiasm!! Like this!!! And not just serious serious all the time bc idk how to be social at this new school. :D yeah that's it. All the life (i.e. crush/squish) updates. Well, all the major ones, at least. Except 1, which is below. But.

wow. Someday, my older self is going to look back on these posts and she's gonna be like... what is that silly girl all hyper about now. She interacted with her friend. Yeah. Yay. And that's literally it.

(I'm also really tired rn you can prob tell, so tryna make this quick)

ok I'll just repost what I posted on random thoughts/things then GOING TO SLEEP:

"Hi Jwyn!!

38 sec ago

by Jwyn

And EVERYONE!!! :DD

OH. MY. We're back in business y'all I missed you all so much thank you to @admins & web developers for getting this site back up again. And haha lol glad to know I haven't been the only one checking in every day multiple times and being SO SURPRISED when THE CB ACTUALLY LOADED!! :DD

also hey I've finally decided yes I have a crush and like I asked her if I could text her regularly basically bc um long story short we have each other's numbers and I think we're just friends but STILL so I'M LIKE SUPER HAPPY bc basically I'm that sort of person who freaks out every time I text her but it makes me SO HAPPY to so having her permission to text at LEAST every week is... :DD

and WRITING heyy glad to have you back you prob don't remember me but yayy!!

I literally started tearing up reading everyone's comments XD (*gasp* my first time using "XD" in 2-3 weeks!) I have so much else to say as I ALWAYS DO, but.. just.. <333333 

submitted by CBB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, age myfullname, 2 excited 2 write
(March 7, 2024 - 10:49 pm)"
submitted by CelineBurning Bright, age Sorry,, Stillprobnotcoherent
(March 8, 2024 - 2:30 am)

CELINE

*tackle hug and sobs hysterically*

Missed you SO MUCH you have NO IDEA...!! I need your LONG WINDED speeches ASAP because ACKY ACK ACK ahhhhhh missed everyone so much but YOU especially.... :'D

Still looking for a house, but I love the area we're in! There are two libraries in the county, and one is cute and sorta small, and the other is GIGANTIC so books are very gooooood! 

 

submitted by Hawkstar, age Purple you, Rhymes with 'Korea' :D
(March 8, 2024 - 9:22 am)
submitted by Tipple Top, Joy and, Jaunt, come and be Jolie!
(March 11, 2024 - 9:43 am)

Hi, no pressure or anything, just making sure that you remember to respond! And I'm making an Asian artists playlist rn, and would love the C-pop recs!

submitted by @Celine,it'sHawkstar
(March 11, 2024 - 3:25 pm)

Ah, sorry! But I'm here now, thanks for checking in! I don't even remember what I'm supposed to respond to anymore XD...

 

1. YES to what you said about swimming! I love swimming too, but mostly just because I've loved it since forever, so I can't imagine NOT liking it. But I can be SO awkward on land because I'm always bumping into things and never know where to stand in a room and have super bad awareness of where my various body parts are (though I can actually be quite graceful/athletic :) )

2. Wow you think I'm so olddd!!! :DDD but gl with your drivers license in like a year!! Wow!! So cool to think about! I can NOT imagine getting a drivers license (and a CAR) so that is currently a far-away adult fantasy for me, so it's kinda crazy to think that you're getting it so SOON

3. Yeah, I love Disney too! Not saying I don't. :) I mean, after all, TOH!!!! Do you watch it? It's like my favorite TV show ever (though Anne with an e is also great!!), so. Ok but also that's like the only lgbtqiap+ Disney thing that I know of ever bc they didn't want to do that kind of thing, so to be fair... but STILL. :DD

4. That is CRAZY with the moving thing! :D

5. Ok so ofc I already told you xue mao jiao (learn to meow), but I also absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE fen xiang (share) by Sky Wu the lyrics and the meaning and the instruments and the music and singing it out loud and EVERYTHING AHH. But that might not be your style, idk. UFM (it's a Singaporean radio station) has really good songs if you ever really want to check that out. I also love Teresa Teng - yue liang dai bao wo de xing (whoops sorry lots of Mandarin @admins, that means "moon represents my heart" btw) is always a (crowd and personal) favorite, there's also tian mi mi (sweet smile or secret or something), OH! and I love ni xiao qi lai zhen hao kan (my pinyin is probably off, it means when you smile you look so good or I like it when you smile or something), and ma ma de bao bei (mom's precious treasure) is always a good pick for Mother's Day... sorry that was a lot :)

I really felt like I had more to say but... Ig that's it for now? What book(s) are you currently reading? The libraries you mentioned sounds so cool!! And ahh I have to go (like, actually) so byee

submitted by CelineBurning Bright, age Concertsah, Busybusybusy :)
(March 11, 2024 - 6:41 pm)

HAWKSTARRR!!! There's a new Coyote Sunrise!!!!!! :DDDDDD

submitted by CelineBurning Bright, yayyayyayyayyayyay
(March 12, 2024 - 5:44 pm)

Ok, you told me I could rant here, so >:) thanks

Ahhh ok so basically a few days ago my parents were like, hey!, we want to set you up on a play date with one of your friends from your new school!, who would you most enjoy hanging out with?, and sidenote: I already make this known but, repeating, my parents are SUPER great parents, I love them (duh), but they are in my opinion wayy too concerned about my social life; they both like socializing even if they both have a bit of introvertedness in them (my dad is actually probably the closest in personality in the whole family to me: we're both nerdy bookworms who love terrible jokes and puns and witty things and figuring stuff out and other stuff, I think we're also the most introverts of the group (bad grammar prob, sorry (oh, and we both like grammar and languages and writing longggg emails/texts so haha)) so they're always like, it's not good to read books in the corner instead of interacting with people! Make connections! Socialize or you will be sad and lonely forever! Which, I see the point Ig, and Ik the whole "humans are social creatures" thing, but at my new school, I really don't much care about socializing unless it's with like An or someone (btw, I'll stop calling An a crush or "crush" (with quotation marks) bc it feels too weird and irdk it's weird, so An's just gonna be An! :) ) bc I get all my socializing through the CB or through my friends from my old school, my friends from my old old school (basically my friends who are a few years younger than me, if that's confusing), and my friends who moved schools but we still keep in touch (in fact, I'm meeting up with them in like ah we should probably leave now! K) and when I'm at my new school I'm actually like superrrrr happy and content whenever I'm alone and when I'm with my friends I'm just like ugh everyone pities me cuz I'm always alone and they're always asking "are you okay???" (same with my parents) which just MAKES me not okay bc before they asked I was perfectly content and now that they asked it's like there was something wrong when I was perfectly content (what happened yesterday was I was staring at a spider crawling on my laptop and marveling at every little move it made oh my THE SPIDER WAS SO CUTE and then- wait I don't have time to write this out) and also this sounds super bad but I don't have a lot of respect for some of my new friends bc idk some of them just feel so artificial and... stuff. Irdk. Sorry this is bad I just needed to say that. So anyways I just feel weighed down and just below content when I'm with them, and so sometimes (actually, always haha) I'm happier when I self-isolate? But my parents just don't get that! Ok, but I was super happy that they asked bc I like automatically said An cuz I don't think I would've had fun with anyone else GTG BYE SORRY :)
submitted by CelineBurning Bright, age I’m fine, Only SLIGHTLY panicking
(March 16, 2024 - 11:26 am)

help I don't know what I'm doing haha I just KNOW that if I do this I'm gonna mess it up spectacularly ack I was fine this morning but TEXTING if just like a few texts get me this frazzled what will a whole DAY be like ahh and we'll be ALONE at first the parents were gonna be there but then suddenly all this stuff piles on and somehow they're not coming anymore and ahh on one hand I'm SO HAPPY and on the other I'm just like SCARY and-

ok yeah deep breaths. :)

hey, soo. Um. I'm just, super excited, so uh. Only have to wait, what. Tomorrow, the day after- ACK. It's in like 3 days! 2 whole days in between! So who knows why I'm posting this ok I should study now I have a BIG test for Chinese school tomorrow and I haven't studied at ALL bc for some reason my brain seems to like forget everything if I don't cram-study the day before... bye!

(also today someone just mentioned her name and my heart literally jumped and I just froze lol. Like, froze. Which probably isn't too great :) ) 

 

P.S. Feiya says WUDPY, XD. Thanks, :) that made me feel this much better for some reason 

submitted by CelineBurning Bright, age Yay! :D, An ackackack
(March 16, 2024 - 6:56 pm)

Hi!! I'll write more later--- but here is your picturing! I know it's really late, but I tried to do you sooooo many times, and this one is the best! Hope you like

 

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submitted by Hawkstar
(March 18, 2024 - 11:56 am)

Anyway hiii I'm here!

I'm so happy that you talked to her! I knew you could :) And you had fun doing it!

YES exactly! Such the clumsy clumse

Lol I guess I was way off XD I am excited for license so much though... As much as a year seems so far away, I remember when I was 10, waiting for drivers license! So a lot closer lol

Right right :) What's TOH? So no, I haven't watched it lol. But if it's a show then I have definitely not watched it, I've never watched any TV shows...

Thank you for the suggestions! Thank you for reminding me of Learn to Meow, I'd forgotten! And I'm 100% sure that I've listened to it 15 times in the past 3 days XD I love that song! Teresa Teng has a really pretty voice as well!

I've been mostly re-reading (Aru Shah, The Ascendance trilogy/series, Eva Evergreen) but I've also been slowly working through other RR Presents, so having fun with that. PLUS the libraries here has THREE BTS books and I'm super excitedddd I haven't checked them out yet but I will soon!! And yayyy! I hope I'll be able to read it soon- have you read it?

Hmmm... I think I understand. I'm not really introverted, more both? I enjoy my space and a quite place to read, but I love to hang out with people at the same time.

I'm sorry that your parents don't really understand that you're happy by youself. At the same time, I think that you maybe could be a bit happier hanging out with others and enjoying yourself? 

CELINE. You are making ME nervous STOP FREAKING OUTTTT

Everything will be fun and fine! So what if you mess up--- EVERYONE does! And you can just laugh it off, that's what I do! Roll my eyes and snort :D Talk about things! Play games! Idk-- draw! What are her hobbies? Ask her to teach you something if she knows how to do something cool that you might want to! Listen to music! Laugh about absolutely nothing! and CHILLAX! Tell me how everything went!! 

submitted by Hawkstar, age Golden, Standing next to you
(March 18, 2024 - 1:48 pm)

Yay! Responses! Yay! *is an excited puppy XD* *wag wag*

I am currently in the not-freaking-out-not-gonna-think-about-it zone which is great bc yeah. :) and yess I will (tell you about it)!! Ok, but other responses:
1. Wow, thank you!! You can draw (sketch?) so realistically, that's amazing!! I try to draw you like once every week and then absolutely fail and then resort to drawing either a. crazy pigsTM :) or b. CeCe my AE
2. I'm actually quite interested about how you get a car though? I mean, you get a license by like learning and taking the test, but how do you get a car? Do you buy one? Do your parents/someone gift you one? But all in all, licenses!! Exciting!! I'm scared to get a license bc I don't understand how people multitask while driving (like, you're arguing with your kids over silly things, you're looking at the map and making sure you're going in the right direction, you're listening to music, you're keeping an eye on other cars, you're being Aware of Your Surroundings (something I sorta suck at) so you can react quickly in like a second's notice, you're stressing about being late and Feeling Emotions... ALL AT THE SAME TIME?!??). 
3. TOH is The Owl House :) and huh, really? My family LOVES movies and TV shows, so we watch a lot of them :) what are your favorite movies?
4. Nice! And haha, that's great. :) Ik you said you didn't watch TV shows, but I'm pretty sure there's a BTS TV show also? :) I haven't read it, I'm still trying to find a place where I can borrow it, but since it just came out in like March 5... well, not much luck yet
5. Yeah, I think I'm like that too. It's called an ambivert I think (which always makes me think of ambiance, and I feel all cozy :) ). Like, I love socializing, and I LOVE talking (as you can see), but I also like my alone time. Interestingly, when I'm reading, I'd rather read in a loud noisy room with lots of people than by myself usually.
6. hm, yeah, true :) that's what my parents tell me (I mean, the latter part). Really, I'm fine either way, but that might just be more reason to hang with others. And ofc if there's a chance to hang with *coughcough*, I'm gonna take it :) (although I'm also always up for spending like every day all day with my friends, I actually just came back from spending a whole day with my best friends then the next day with them and a bunch of my GS sisters then in 4 days I'm going to be spending a day with my friends from my old school and ofc the day after tomorrow is ACK-I'm-not-freaking-out. It's just... I'd rather not socialize with ppl at my new school who... aren't my friends, especially when I'm way happier in that situation by myself, if that makes sense?)
7. Thanks for the everything :) :) you're a super great friend, thank youu <33
submitted by CelineBurning Bright, age I feel lik, e I’m forgetting smth
(March 18, 2024 - 4:16 pm)

Ah okay wish me luck!! <33

submitted by CelineBurning Bright, age Last-minut, whatamIdoingsrsly
(March 20, 2024 - 9:55 am)

Good luck!! You can do thissss

submitted by Hawkstar
(March 20, 2024 - 1:01 pm)

Long post upcoming which is more boring than you prob thought but which you have to read anyways mwahaha :)

 

Soo.... we went it was awesome I had so much fun!! It was... oddly fine, bc duh I'm a GREAT overreactor lol. Um, we walked around a lot, talked a lot... we ate pizza and yeah it's totally normal to not talk at all while still sorta glancing occasionally at each other when you're eating lunch with a friend, right?, but besides that there weren't as many awkward silences as I'd feared, bc she's pretty talkative too (though not like she's talking the whole time, just she's good at starting conversations) and so what if a lot of what we were talking about is Which Way Do We Go-Is This The Exit?-Wait No I Think It's This Way, we were talking!! And we talked about school (eek she chose some of the same electives as me yay), our brothers, oh she got braces today which actually looked really awesome btw, random animals, yup! And hey I had the courage (which is really just impulsiveness but let's call it courage it makes me feel good) to splash her with water which was way more fun than it should have been... yeah! :DD

(btw she looked beautiful today you don't need to know this but I'm telling you anyways ack I didn't want to look at her for too long bc then I just know I'd get caught staring but it was so hard not to stare ack. :) )

(also while we were talking she used 3 phrases that stood out to me: "cuz why not", "passive-aggressive", and "confuzzled", which... idk what I'm so happy about XD? Also we started reading the same sign out loud at the same time even though we didn't read the other signs we passed by? Also some kids and parents or whoever walked past us and there was a bee and they were like "don't step on the bee" and idk I found that so funny bc the adults were sorta freaking out which made the kids freak out... idk. So then we walked past them and were walking and I was cracking up inside about it and then suddenly she was just like "don't step on the bee!" and started cracking up... yeah idk weird things make me happy)

 

*end of prob-disappointing very-bad-summary rant XD*

 

I'm probably going to start officially calling her a crush though... that's fine

 

oh and note for future self haha just in case: she likes the smell of roses, lantana, and salvia, but lavander sometimes makes her nauseous so coughcough just in case... um nope 

submitted by CelineBurning Bright, age FeiyaTBPEA, trumpetflower
(March 20, 2024 - 5:45 pm)