Went for an interview at that potential school and was soooo anxious. Went fine, though if I was posting this before the interview I would sound a lot more freaked  

Then on the drive back home I found out that my history teacher failed me. I immediately responded with a loud retort. I am a bad person. But I am good at history. I’m pretty sure I did well on the final, though I haven’t checked yet. Fairly certain. In his class, I swear, I give the best answers of everyone. I could write lectures from the answers and discussions I give in his class. But the teacher fails me for not doing homeworks. Look, if I do great on tests and in class I obviously don’t need HW to review or anything. And I get out of school at 8:30 pm three days a week. I don't have time to do your homework.

I'm sorry, but if homework was part of the requirements of the classs, then you should have done it. You might have asked for more time if you really needed it. Maybe now you can ask if you can your teacher if you can complete the homework and bring your grade up. There was a very smart student in college with me who did not graduate with the class after four years because a homework paper was late. A hard lesson to learn. She was then allowed to do it over the summer and graduated with the next class.

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I’m the middle child in my house, and, much like movies, (I know this sounds cheesy) no matter how hard I work (cleaning toilets, cleaning tubs, sweeping, mopping, doing cat litter, cooking dinner/breakfast, doing my siblings jobs when they forget, dusting, doing laundry, folding laundry, etc.) they never really take notice, and, they seem too love my brothers more then me.
I often get called a liar (when I try extremely hard too be utterly comepletly truthful), and even called a awful person, told I’m not good enough, and they say I’m stupid, they often compare me too my older brother, in ways that aren’t even true (like saying: he does more work then you. Even after I do all the chores I listed and more. Or sometimes they say that he’s smarter then me.)
And sometimes when me and my brother are like teasing each other about Minecraft like me saying stuff like: is that really the best you can do at parkour? And him saying stuff like: you like totally are awful at that! Why do you even play this? You are so bad!
So I said the comment about parkour and he turned around and punched me.
Or sometimes we’ll be playing nerf, and he’ll be like smashing me with his elbow, and then I’ll step on his toes on accident, and then he’ll start screaming at me and like throw me down. (Did I mention he’s bigger then my dad? And almost as strong? And my dad is like, really strong.)
Ok, I’m done for now.

@GW, 

Hey man, it’s gonna be alright. I feel like your situation can be related to by a lot of people, that includes me. I’m going to tell you this now before it becomes too big of a problem okay?  Faking a smile and bottling up feelings isn’t healthy, you need to get this off your chest to someone you can trust. It doesn’t have to be an adult, it can be a close friend, a favorite cousin, anyone that you are comfortable around to talk to, someone you know you can listen to. Bottled up feelings and self hate have real life consequences. I’m trying to scare you, I’m You advice as much as I am giving myself advice. I wish we had another quicker way of talking to each other, I’d totally help you out, 

I can totally relate. Do you often wonder why you're so tense literally all the time and then find no reason whatsoever? I got one word: YUP. I have no idea why this kind of thing happens, but I get those dark ages a lot and let me tell you: You'll live to see the end of it. What I do to cope is get a ton of good night's sleep, make sure that, when you're doing school, there's music on nearby, but it can't have words, otherwise it distracts you more. Which really stinks. Anyway, also eat well enough so that you don't feel dirty inside, but don't stress yourself with a full-on diet. Drink lots of water to detoxify or however you spell that, and take moments to listen to what's going on around you. I especially like that last one because I focus better after it. It's kind of like condensed distraction for me and it "gets the wiggles out" for your brain. XP

I'm part Chinese, and at school, people say stupid or ignorant or jokey-rascist things about Asian people, like that one of the local Chinese restaurants uses dog meat and cat meat, which isn't true at all. If you say something about it, you can't take a joke and are too serious. There's also littler stuff, like I get asked my ethnicity a lot, which doesn't happen to most people at the school, and I once went to a diner, and people just kind of looked at me like they were very confused about what I was. One of my friends was once asked if she could speak English by a complete stranger.

There are just a bunch of little annoying things, and then the whole "if you think this joke is racist you're too sensitive" thing that really get on my nerves. There's not really much you can do against it, too. I don't know. It's just really frustrating.