my brother (aether) and his friend (mars) came up with a plan within 2 seconds of our pe break to have me sit next to Lenzo (the guy i like that likes me back).

i didn't think mars was going to switch spots with me (i thought i was going to sit next to aether and him because aether was begging me lol)

and mars switched seats with me before i noticed why he was getting up ;-;

and i sat next to Lenzo ;-;

and then when the coaches told us we were going to pray

they said "put your arm around your neighbor and bow your heads." 

parody has stopped working

HELP

I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM

we sat like that for like five minutes.

HE SMELLED SO GOOD, HELP ME ;-;

and then all my friends kept turning around and B was snickering xD

i wanted to stay in that prayer forever.

i hope i didnt make him uncomfortable (it was AETHER'S doing, i tell yOU).

I REALLY LIKE HIM i want a hug from him that's not forced and ik he likes me back but-

help it's 12:20am and i'm ranting 

he has the fluffiest hair

i wanted to fluff it so bad

i could barely restrain myself when my friend fluffed it ;-; 

Would anyone be interested if I make a solo write some day in the near future? I'm wondering about what to do to keep myself occupied after my written picturings thread dies, and I've got a few half-baked ideas...

Does anyone here ride horses? I do, and I actually have a lesson today. There are three different horses that I ride. Two of them are mostly pretty calm, but one of them bites.

MY FRIEND JUST GOT TO MEET DANA FREAKING TERRACE FOR A ONE ON ONE LUNCH

MY FRIEND (who i've alr mentioned as T) HAS CYSTIC FIBROSIS AND GOT TO MEET DANA FOR HIS MAKE-A-WISH 

DANA DREW T'S OC

I'M ABOUT TO SCREAM THIS IS SO COOL

dana signed his ART GHGHGHHGAHGHASD;FLKJ 

That'd be the Rose Adagio :D And yes it's amazing. What version did you watch/what ballet company was it? I'll have more to say later i'm sure i'm sick currently though 

i'm so tired of having a sinus infection *sobs* i've had one since like late November and i've been on like 3 courses of antibiotics and i think they helped even if they didn't completely fix the issue but now i'm not on one anymore and i feel awful... and i have orchestra practice tomorrow. and i'm going to have to play my concerto solo. which is also very taxing to play through both emotionally and physically especially in a performance. and we're going to be doing it after like 2 hours of rehearsal at least. why. I WOULD BE EXCITED OTHERWISE -

anyway maybe i'll feel better later. i hope so. i should probably have some tea except my stomach is too messed up. i'll probably have some anyway because i really want to practice

(for reference we might know what the infection is since there was a test so hopefully that'll get treated but apparently it's hard to get the specific thing i need or something. so.)